Behind Layla's Daydream
 
I started with single-use-cameras before moving on to a pink Kodak, a gift after I broke my ankle in a bike accident. That little point-and-shoot became more than just a camera—it became therapy. Photography turned into my way of seeing the world, capturing moments that felt meaningful.
In my senior year of high school, I got my first DSLR, and that’s when it hit me—this is what I want to do with my life. After graduating, I went off to college, chasing that dream. But school had always been a struggle for me. No matter how hard I tried, I started to fail. A few teachers even told me to quit, so I did. I walked away from photography, convinced I wasn’t meant for it.
For years, I felt like a failure. But when my daughter was born, something changed. I wanted her to believe in herself, to chase her dreams. How could I teach her that if I had given up on mine? So before returning to school, I sought answers. A doctor finally put words to my struggles—ADHD, anxiety, and depression. I wasn’t dumb or incapable. I just learned differently.
Now, I’m rewriting my story. By the end of May, I’ll have an Associate’s degree in Photography, along with several certificates. It took time, self-discovery, and a little detour, but I found my way back to what I love. And this time, I’m not letting it go.
A Daydream Of Recognition
Award Winning Photography
In 2025, I was honored with the Hanna S. Barsam Excellence in Photography Award, becoming the 10th recipient since the award began. It felt like stepping into a dream I’d quietly nurtured—one woven from emotion, light, and the kind of stories that stay with you.
This milestone wouldn’t have been possible without the unwavering support of my family and the incredible guidance of my teachers at the Fresno City College Photography Department. Their encouragement helped me find my voice and the courage to use it.
Every photograph I create is a piece of that journey—raw, honest, and touched by wonder. This award reminded me that even the most delicate dreams can become something real, something lasting, when held with love.
Barsam Photos- Alex Castillo, Jonathan Mathis, and Estephania Ramos Luna
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